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I am dedicating this site to the lukewarm souls and especially to the unbelivers.

Out of my love for the Lord and for my gratefulness unto Him who saved my lfe and my soul in a countless times...and for my love for the lost souls...

I am already 47 years old and on those times I was growing up I have experienced many things that I thought are all normal for many people. As I am a christian now and devoted to GOD and the Lord Jesus ..my understanding and eyes and ears was opened and I became more sensitive now for the truth. I have met many people who do not believe on soul, gospel and God.. My heart is very saddened by the discovery of this things. When I was growing up everytime I will sleep I can see myself flying wearing a white dress. It stopped when I was 21 years old after I flew so high and fell strongly on the very wide and deep sea and that year was the start of my sufferings...till I get to know the LORD JESUS only then my sufferings have lessened and the real purpose of my life here on earth been revealed to me. That dreams I had I never told my husband. My husband and I met in 2003 and in 2004 my husband who called me one early morning and telling me he saw me in the sea, it was so dark and he pity me that he swam to save me. I did not tell him about my dreams when I was 21 years old but I saw the fulfillment of the Lords promised to me that He will give me a helper, My husband was the one who made this site and he is supportig all my works for the Lord:

AND MOST THE HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD. THE REAL HELPER WHO IS MY COMFORTER AND WHO IS SHOWING ME ALL THE TRUTH ABOUT GOD/THE LORD JESUS.

People say... a lot of them say ...when we die we are like just those trees or grass. Totally gone without any remembrance or any sort of things that will remind us of our life here on earth. I should not make this site about the true existence of soul giving life to the human body but when I was in Frankfurt meeting my classmates, I get the message from God to make my testimony from my own experiences.

The experienced I have had when, I left my body on many occasions as part of this site.

When I went to Frankfurt to meet my classmates who are like me are called by God.

Philip have also experienced what I have experienced but the others are not.

I thought it was all normal and all people have experienced and knew all about it but I realized not all people have awareness of the real existence of our soul.

I realized how really great is God/the Lord Jesus love and mercy unto me and I thank Him so much for that.

I do not want to imagine but I could have really ended down there in a very, very, dark place where there is no hope and love at all.

I saw again what God has told me in 1999 in Hebrews 12 that I really came from Him and I thank Him so much for that.

I am making my testimony out of gratefulness to Him and to make it known to man that we have soul.

I want to share my real and true experienced regarding the existence of our human spirit..that most people understood was just like just an instinct made out and coming from our brain but these are wrong as I have learned from my own experienced and later on, in Gods confirmation on His words in the bible that we really have a soul.

And in between our life here on earth there are two forces that are always after us.

And our soul's future is based solely on our own hand, on the way we live and believe.

It is here on earth we are choosing our souls destiny where we would want to go after and for eternity.. .

Man cannot escape on their own belief nor on the lies they can put in their heart and minds the vengeance of our God for their own rebellious ways and they will all realized it when Gods patience unto them ran out.

They will all wake up finding out they were deceived and everythings that they have believed are all but lies and by their own selfish way of rejecting the God, the gospel and hearing and believing only the things that their eyes can see they will one day will wake up that all are just but lies and they all end up in darkness .

Where there is no hope but just fears at all times, suffering pains in an unimaginable way that no human being cannot comprehend, cannot understand unless he or she have experienced it herself or himself.

I pray to God whoever you are, you will take heed of His warning as Ia m really scared myself just to think about it all and when I remembered it all.

I was 13 years old when it happened to me. I woke up and went straight on the dining table where my brothers and sisters are having lunch. I saw the meal that day. It was rice and fried fish on the table. I was so hungry that I reached for some but to my surprised I cannot hold the fish neither the rice. I am wondering why it is just infront of me and I am taking it but I cannot take it. I looked at my bothers and sisters who are seated and eating. I called and even tried my best to touch them but it seems they do not see me nor hear me. They seems, unaware of my presence. I was confused that I turned back (behind me is the room of my parents where I came from) I was very surprised to see my body lying on the bed. In that instance I was like pulled back to my body and I woke up so tired like I have travelled to a very far place where in fact, I am just few walks away from the bedroom of my parents and the stange things I cannot explain is that I can see my body like there was no wall when in fact the room and the dining area were devided by the wall.. I was a very quiet, shy girl that I dont tell it to anyone and I thought its all normal for all person.

In my own experinced when I was 13 years old I was very hungy when I woke up and have tried very hard to get the food in the table but I was not able. In the bible I have found this where the man is begging Lazarus to at least dip his finger into the water to put it in his mouth..I have experienced the hunger myself when I was not in my body and I know how difficult it is...

The Rich Man and Lazarus

¹⁹"There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and lived in luxury every day. ²⁰At his gate was laid a beggar named Lazarus, covered with sores ²¹and longing to eat what fell from the rich man's table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores.

²²"The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham's side. The rich man also died and was buried. ²³In hell,^[a] where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. ²⁴So he called to him, 'Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.'

²⁵"But Abraham replied, 'Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. ²⁶And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been fixed, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.'

²⁷"He answered, 'Then I beg you, father, send Lazarus to my father's house, ²⁸for I have five brothers. Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.'

²⁹"Abraham replied, 'They have Moses and the Prophets; let them listen to them.'

³⁰" 'No, father Abraham,' he said, 'but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.'

³¹"He said to him, 'If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.' "

When I was 15 years old my parents left for Manila. I was left in the house with my brothers and sisters. I got sick very sick of fever. I lied in the bed for many days till my teacher came to our house and found me in a bad situation. I can no longer moved much in those times and cannot even open my eyes but I can hear her well, telling someone to call anyone to bring me to the hospital, as my situation is already bad and my feet is already so cold.. There was no hospital yet in our province in those times. I remember like I was floating and saw some men putting my body in the skates (one way of transportation where a man used only his feet to pedalled that man made transportation to transfer goods using the railways...when we reached the town nearing to hospital, I saw my body still carried in a jeepney (a local transportation and I was put in Holy Rosary Hospital. All along I was suddenly back in my human body and I felt so much pain when I opened my eyes I saw faces of demon trying to get me but on my side is a light like figure trying to hold me. I lost my consciousness after the doctor injected me something but in between I was waking up in pains and seeing the same faces of demons and the white like lights beside me.

In 1993, I was hopitalized. My sister is already in panic to call the doctor.I can say I know because I can hear her voice. I suddely float and saw my grandmother who already passed away when I was 15 years old. She took care of us when I was young and been with us till she died. She came to me in a dream like manner. She put me in her arms like carrying me. I heard the voice of my sister calling me to wake up I told my grandmother my sister is calling me and I want to come back for my children. They are still small and needs me that is what I told her.)We turned back and suddenly I was back in my body...shaking and holding the doctors hand to help me, telling her I still want to live for my small children. The doctor promised to take care of me and in between I prayed to God not to take me yet. When I was already well my sister told me what happened in those moments. On her account she told me she gets scared I stopped breathing and my body gets all cold and my eyes dilated, but I am in between unaware of what is going on in my human body. All I can remember is hearing her voice and my grandmother on my mother side taking me with her.

In 1999, in Chinese General Hospital too. That is the time I gave birth to my youngest. I went out and saw my sister crying beside the door. I wonder why she is crying that I asked her but she did not gave me an answer and I repeat it again but the same she did not answer me nor even looked at me . I looked at inside the room where she was looking and to my surprised, I saw my body lying on the bed and its very fast I am back in my human body...and when I woke up I was so tired, very very tired like I have travelled so far when I was just outside the door. I have found out later on, I lost my consciousness after I gave birth to my son and my blood pressure shoots up that they put me in the intensive care unit.

¹⁴ For God does speak—now one way, now another, though man may not perceive it. ¹⁵ In a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls on men as they slumber in their beds, ¹⁶ he may speak in their ears and terrify them with warnings, ¹⁷ to turn man from wrongdoing and keep him from pride, ¹⁸ to preserve his soul from the pit, his life from perishing by the sword. ^] ¹⁹ Or a man may be chastened on a bed of pain with constant distress in his bones, ²⁰ so that his very being finds food repulsive and his soul loathes the choicest meal. ²¹ His flesh wastes away to nothing, and his bones, once hidden, now stick out. ²² His soul draws near to the pit, and his life to the messengers of death. ²³ "Yet if there is an angel on his side as a mediator, one out of a thousand, to tell a man what is right for him, ²⁴ to be gracious to him and say, 'Spare him from going down to the pit, I have found a ransom for him'-

In 2007, I woke up that the room is dark. I looked at the watch it was around 7pm. I went on to switched on the lights in the room but its not switching. I tried so hard many times but it wont. I saw my youngest son and his playmates outside the house on the main entrance (the door on the master bedroom where the switched of the master bedroom is located can view the people and the things outside) I called out my son but he did not even gave me a look I am wondering as I am already calling him on the top of my voice to get inside but he seems not to mind me. I glanced to the bathroom entrance of my room where the television is and I saw many black figures standing...just standing and looking at me, but I cannot see the faces. I panicked and called out loud to my son, so hard and tried hard to switch on the lights but it wont and in my fears I turned and was surprised I saw myself in bed I wondered and suddenly I was back again in my human body. I tried my very best to get up as I am feeling so tired like I have travelled again in a very very far place when in fact I am just inside the room.

That year too I have also experienced and dreamed I am falling...falling in a very dark place and it is very fast. I am shouting for help but no one can hear me. I am continously falling to a dark and deep place where the way is narrow and I can feel so much fear and there was like a wind coming from down that keeps pulling me down and down. It is very strong. It is very very scary that I prayed to the virgin Mary to help me but I am still falling in a deep and dark place. I called the Father Almighty and prayed the Our Father and in between I remember the Lord Jesus. I called on His name , on the name of the Lord Jesus to help me, suddenly I was back from that deep and very dark place. I have realized deeply, its only our Lord Jesus who can save us from everything.

I get to know many people who dont believe in God, who says there is no God and there is no soul, who says the Bible is just written by men.. I pity these people and until I now I am praying for them that the Lord Jesus will touched them. The burden of my heart for their rebellion, for the future of their soul is so great that I am praying to God everday to have mercy on their soul, to forgive them , to touch them to save them. If this is the will of the Lord Jesus that I have all these experiences. I am making this site not for myself but for my love of GOD, for my fears and care for the lost soul and the truth about what we really have here and after. I have experienced the feeling of so much fears, hopeleness, crying out so hard for help especially on my last two experiences but no one hears me and I am grateful to LORD JESUS for He took me back and save me many times.

I am now ready to leave this world but now I have no fear in my heart at all bacause I have God the Lord Jesus and His love all around me.

God's says, Man remember always the time of your death. Of which no one knows but only Him who gave us our life..our soul...